what will i do

how i feel about being a white silk at NFE.
NOW I AM A WHITE SILK I NOTICED MY BELLY IS BURNING MORE i CRAVE TO BE AT SERVIVE DAILY i
now fill as a = to the other girls of this home before i felt like the out cast i am now starting
to remember alot more and if i mess up i just look at my notes. i believe in myself more
i have no desire to leave this home and it just make want to learn more to bring honor to my home and my Huntress
being a white silk has made my heart grown three times it size and
i only want to learn more and become a yellow silk then a red silk.

my plans to become a yellow silk
first off i have been studing alot already, i watch all the other girls as they are walking
talking serving. i see their words and they flow in me like a river, learning to be yellow is
what make my day grow bight as the golden sun in the day or the tree moons at night i will listen
to all the Frees and if i mess up i will redo it till i get it right'i have
been searching on line for different site to help me become what my
Huntress wishes for i am nothing without her guildeced. but i will watch listen read and obey till i get it right.